Assalamualaikum
today is gonna be a short one just to summarize my whole 2016.
indeed 2016 as just thrilled as 2015.
I have went through different stages of life yet I'll be standing strong and pretend I wasn't a domestic abuse victim  :')

life is hard. well nothing easy
early of 2016
it was my senior year
I precisely emphasize that I want to spend more time with my friends and forget all bad stuff.
we stay up at library from the moment it opens until we were chased out because they are closing - just to finish our thesis + watching drama.
multitask kot 😂

and then I went through internship in a small company who dream big.
well it opens my eyes..of how is it to work as in an organization.
if I were to study again..maybe I would be just excellent 😂😂.

the gossips..the daughter of the boss..the onr who want to control everything..the bajet bagus one.

silly organization
how could you ask someone to resign just because the others wont get their increment if you don't give up your position.
silliest thing I ever heard

and then..I went through depression moment of jobless fresh graduates

I went to interview high and low

To the point i cried because I emptied my bank account because I went to alot of interview and it is really money consuming.

I cried so much because I am jobless.. I couldn't get a nice job like my friends

i keep on calling myself stupid 😞
my motivation crashes at the bottom
I don't understand what self confidence means?

so I applied to a position where I don't willing to want start my career with.

however..I have no choice

I become a customer service executives

on the inducyion day which so called important day if you agree to work in the company..i couldn't come
I have high fever of 40°
I dont have money to take mc

my mom worry because I barely could walk properly as I have deep migrain and i feel like the solid floor waving around.

but the next day..my fever went down so i straighly went for training

but in the third day of training..i was told I ws not suppose in the building..i need to go home.

stress

i went back to johor

month later..they called me again to come for the job

alright then..rather than jobless..I'll work with you.

so here I am still working and be best as I could serving customers of shopping portal.

well..eventually, I miss all good free time I used to had

learning how to manage my money
and spend like a youtube star.

went back and forth to sephora yet still manage to eat a good meal.

working could be love and hate

there are times you adore your jobs..you are confident that you can cope with your job.

but there are time you feel like you gonna submit that resign letter and just forget every single things happen before..like it is non of my problem now..

i wish i could

happy new years guys
may a lot of wonderful things happen tp you.
be well for your own goods
be good for others wellness

laffchu ❤🍑

I am always a rebel daughter, a bad daughter never good in anything daughter.
eventho..I am the only daughter.
when I was 8, I got to take my first award as an excellent student. but I never go there..because my dad insist to balik kampung. naturally..I became dismotivated
all I thought is..even if I do well in my studies, Anis will always be a bad Anis. they would never see me climb on the stage, take my pictures of smiling proudly while holding a token of effort.
most probably..they would only drop me off at school.
when I was 18, I also got to take an award as for my excellency in history, english and science subject in SPM. Well this time, I get to go and climb on the stage.I thought, this is the time I could make my parents proud. but my parents weren't there to see me..to take my pictures. I cry by myself in the room and pretend nothing happens infront of them.
there is nothing good about me infront of them. I have my own will, i have my own drive.
I make decisions for myself yet still tied down by them
Today..
My parents finally there to see me take a scroll for what I fight for years.
I don't blame them for not coming to that important days of my life.
It just that it makes me cry whenever I thought about it..others parent would stand up proudly to take their children pictures. while me, smiling for nothing. :')
ever since then..I promise to myself to appreciate every little gestures of kindness.

this graduation day would be a day I treasure so much. so glad my parents finally there to see me took a token of reward.
indeed, there are saying.

good things come to those who wait

when we are patient, not giving a full hope. we would get what we wished. may everything become easier for most of u who are in their hardest moment.

never put a high hope..never be too proud of what you have.
always remember where you came from and cherish every little moment with your loves one.

till then people
love chuols to much 😘

Hellow Mellow darling

Have you ever took any supplement for yourself?
well I took pills for my own looks
beauty I guess

People been asking "eh anis makan apa, kenapa anis makin putih?"
"anis pakai apa, dah cerah pemandangan"
konghajo
maknanya aku gelap pariyappa la dulu
😂😂😂

itu semua jasa Vitamin C

first I took Vitamin C for 'fun'
for a body supplement
kot kot kurang vitamin ke

but
instead
(*haa nampak gempak dia)

muka tangan badan kaki semua makin cerah
jerawat kurang naik
bekas chicken pox makin pudar
parut kudis zaman kanak2 dah hilang dari pandangan

i was like whoa
this is amazing

since then, setiap pagi tak tinggal makan vitamin C

bila stop makan vitamin C
aigoo
muka hilang seri babe
badan kena gigit nymuk kampung sikit dah berbekas hitam
aduhai

thus
I keep on continue having this vitamin C for the sake of my skin condition.

Next
Dianz

we all know this local supplement brand
and I personally ate this at night before sleep

it also helps on my skin complexion
jerawat tumbuh, tapi tak beso gadang
jeragat makin pudar
muka kurang berminyak
okay la okay la

tapi i dont eat this two simultaneously.
selang2
for example: isnin I makan vitamin C waktu pagi
selasa pagi tak makan vitamin C tapi malam makan dianz
rabu, sama macam isnin
khamis , sama mcam selasa
berulang2

sebab both ada vitamin c
and I don't want to have too much vitamin C
takut ada side effect pulak aih

so that is my supplement
what's yours?

teringin nak try perla king and jus goyang rapat che ta ( pehal kau ni anis😂 )

korang pulak makan supplement apa and berkesan tak??
kita pun cam nak try gak😘

Hello Assalamualaikum

today is all about breakfast
I always love breakfast

and who doesn't love breakfast?

So I decided to make an appreciation post about breakfast to celebrate breakfast we all had every morning

So what did you eat breakfast?

Nak kata healthy breakfast
me myself head over heels for nasi lemak or mee goreng

and most days bila duduk rumah je, I eat breakfast twice.
first dalam pukul 8
second round dalam pukul 11

if not
the whole day i tak senang hati sebab lapar

so let say if I had cereal or muesli in my first round
the second round I'd be looking for bread, fruits or kalau ada nasi lemak I sebat je.hehe

my favourite breakfast cereal so far


I thought Im gonna hate this
but in the end i even could eat this for dinner sebab sedapp

For Muesli this is one of top favourite sampai tak makan dgn susu pun takpe
sedap gila



for milk
i don't mind
low fat ke full cream ke
sebab i buy milk ikut harga
mana ada promosi tu yang I beli
I is warga miskin bandar gais

and my way of eating cereal. susu tak lebih dari cereal
cereal taknak tenggelam dgn susu
paras susu mestilah cetek dan cukup rasa je

there is actually a research found that a big breakfast is good for woman
so basically girls eating a lot of food for breakfast is actually helps them mentally and physically.

tapi nak big breakfast pun make sure yang healthy laa
karang gemuk menangis la kau di penjuru katil



so don't forget to breakfast okayy
love you to the bits

eyyo darlingston, Assalamualaikum

I just feel like writing today
hew hew

Kenapa perempuan make up?
untuk ngorat lelaki ke??
mesti ada laki yang tanya this kind of question and some girls who won't get it the power of makeup

for me
for me laa kan
i don't know about you guys


Hell No I would makeup For Men!!!
for me woman wore makeup for their own motivation.
we girls feel more confident wearing makeup..
right girls??

we feel like we are ready to kick off our day and going anywhere without feeling like a goose.

but I is against pale white skin because..I am alive..I don't have too look like ghost to be pretty.

you know right that "whitening era" where beautiful are measured by skin colour.

I still against that

Wearing makeup for woman
it help us too feel beautiful
when we feel beautiful, we are confident

it is not like competing with other girls.
not that way
but too spread this positivity through makeup and help othet girls too feel beautiful too

you don't believe me guys?

try to text your partner "goodmorning beautiful"
it will lighten up their day and she will be in good mood the whole day.
That is how it affect woman's everyday life.

so don't judge woman by makeup
the power of makeup is so beyond that what you see
and the word beautiful it self holds a lot of emotional effect on woman.

so guys
just let your girls get their hand on makeup.even better..give them makeup

because this secret superpower makeup brought is more than what you see.

only cheap girls wear makeup for men.
till then

Goodnight Dearies
11:46 pm
20th August 2016

Assalamualaikum

today I will be talking about my skin.
yup..
my pathetic skin..pathetic sensitive skin.
who ever knows me..they know how red my skin would be bila kena cahaya matahari, lepas cuci muka, bila kena habuk and bila panas.

teruk sangat..

jerawat sebulan dua bijik tu paling minimum..tu pun saiz gadang.


so I am not white..so nak kata putih kemerah- merahan tu bullshit.
it just that..as I get older, I keep on changing my facial routine..trying products I never use before, so my skin layer getting fed up and decided to get thinner. thus, sensitive reddish skin.

espicially lepas mandi..kulit muka rasa pedihnya..so how do I take care of it.

right now..my choice of facial wash tetap sama..because this is the only brand that i use which soothes my skin most.

mahal sikit..but this thing is so nice to my skin. kurang pedih berbanding brand safi or garnier or loreal. banyak kan I dah try.

and then..bila dah merah tu..mcm mana nak sooth kan kulit balik?
well lepas mandi..wajib sgt pakai moisturiser. nak cantik jgn malas kata eina azman.
so usually I would choose moisturizer which contains aloe vera. any brand as long as it have aloe vera

this is top 2 of my choice


this is full size.
but i got mine in travel size and cost for fm12 at guardian

guys

kalau keyboard rosak takleh nak type acano??
nak kena beli baru ke?

so i leave a mark at your chatbox like the dopest message evahh

'singgah jap'
'singgah sini '
'anis singgah jap'

when I planned to look cooler with

'passed by..'
'walked here'

but

keyboard kat laptop decided not to let me type few letters like 'E', 'K', 'M' 'W'.
STRESS AKAK KAY

ni pun guna fon
pfft


imagine password laptop letak nasilemakkopio
tetibe takboleh log on

ingat laptop rosak
rupanya keyboard
hampeh

nasib baik ada handphone and boleh setting password balik dekat live.microsoft.
phew

dapat i tengok movie..

well..when I have time

I type laa lagi eh
ciao

pada malam yang agak gumbira
lagi agak bahagia
sbb dah jumpa access card
or else i need to pay rm 50
weeee. alhamdulillah

kalau dulu..I am a student
today..I am an Interns
sloppy interns..

that is not my main point
my point here
talking about gateway with ma fellow friends
going from bukit merah to cameron to rumah kak nora.
what a lovely family she have.

so..we all gerak pukul 8 lebih..after tunggu sorang2 sampai kat stesyen sungai buluh.
naik kereta afiq.

lupa nak cerita..kitorang pegi berlima

from right. Afiq, Anis ( ai la tu ),Nora,Oboy,Dhira.
afiq agree to bring his car..and drive.
cadang suruh ganti2 dgn oboy..but oboy asik tidur je laaaaaaa
sabar k afiq.

so..kitorang gerak ikut jalan lama..sampai kat rawang benti breakfast.
eh tu wajib


nampak kedai nasi lemak kukus panas kat tepi jalan. " JOM BENTIII!!"
mcm ni la travel dgn kanak2.
hahahahahha
 kayy
then kitorang straight pegi ke tesco taiping beli barang nak masak utk dinner and breakfast pastu bergerak ke bukit merah.

okay kisahnya..
gps fon ai tunjuk jalan yang salah.
so late one hour to the destination
sedih..
salah ai 😂

sampai bukit merah..pergi homestay dulu
letak barang..then gerak terus ke bukit merah laketown resort.
main air sampai lebam.
kihkihkih...




main apa yang boleh dulu. hekhek
pergi mini zoo dia.
thr rabbits there really cute. gewam...
the little monkey also so friendly. why you guys so adorable.
and then..kitorang main air.like seriosly main air.
berendam sana sini.
mandi air kencing budak 😂
but guys..remember to bring big bottle of water kay. air kat sana rm 4.50 satu botol besar.
haus punya pasal..sebat je laaaa.

hai yuols yang tercinta
aihh busy memanjang sampai lupa blog
sorry kay darling


pernah dengar kan skrub dari tomato + gula tu kann

lemme tell you
it's work

one day on not so happy day where my hormones are killing me
i got two supersized zits yang mcm gunung berapi bedenyut denyut sakitnya
satu kat dahi..satu kat dagu *gaduh kot masa ni

so Im kinda dilemma and stressed about it
dilemma taktahu is it safe to wear makeup takut dia makin besar
tapi kalau tak pakai mcm seksi sangat aih jerawat aku ni

so..i put concealer on top of it
tamat!

one night rasa pedih sgt jerawat2 yang mcm taik kerbau ni
so i go to the kitchen
i found tomato
teringat mereka kecoh tentang skrub gula tomato
so i cut one slice of tomato
tabur gula kat atas
masuk bilik air
sental muka 😂


sental kay
sental

agak2 dah lunyai tomato tu
i let the tomato juice with sugar tu sit on my face like 10 minutes..so all the good stuff get into my skin.
absorb


pastu cuci guna facial wash feberet ai
neutrogena of course

pastu cek muka kat jermin
kecut doh jerawat aku

terserlah kekecutan melampau
so after this girls

takyah sibuk nak picit jerawat
pergi dapur cek fridge tengok ada tomato tak
kalau ada..lakukan seperti saya

pasti takkan menyesal

Assalamualaikum
anda berasa malas?
anda lapar?
saya ada penyelasaian
hahahahahha
k


nak share resepi aglio olio yang malas lagi enak

so all you need is

pasta ( whatever kind you have)
garlic
oregano
chilli ( cili api pun boleh)
butter

tu je :)

method:
1. rebus pasta. sampai lembut or al dente ❤
2. cincang garlic sehalus mungkin
3. pasta kalau dah lembut. strain
4. dalam pan..cairkan butter yang agak banyak lepastu masukkan bawang putih
sbb ni oil pasta..so mmg kena berminyak
5. pastu masukkan cili api. tumis sikit
6. masukkan pasta..kacau rata. masukkan oregano dalam satu sudu kecik. kacau sampai rata
7. siap!!

Assalamualaikun Darlings ❤

well i have been to guardian few times
and everytime i went there
i make sure i got my hand on makeup.

well it is not really a haul seriously
i just bought 6 makeup item
the rest is skincare..umbrella..chocolate (seriously anis -_-)
maybe i will touch on skincare much later
but let me share my reviews on few products which i get from guardian
well you know
guardian have sales right now
and the price is affordable than before

these are the new babies ❤❤
1. mat magique BB essence foundation
2.Sun primer
3.Defining Blush blusher
4.eyeliner Pen
5.Color Sensational lipstick
6.Moisture Rich lipstick T.T

L'OREAL MAT MAGIQUE BB ESSENCE
this is water foundation that similar to smashbox BB water and shu eumura's water foundation
so you have to shake the bottle before using it. so my advice is to wear primer before applying this foundation and preferably use blending sponge
but you dont need to wet the sponge..because this is water foundation.
what i like about the foundation is first..it is not heavy and senang nak cuci banding dgn foundation yang thick consistency
kalau tak pakai primer..bila berpeluh tuu.. masha allah
serupa x pakai foundation jadinya T.T
so pakai primer kayy.
i got mine in ROSE VANILLA SHADE

CATHYDOLL SUN PRIMER
i just bought this just now. so i don't now how will it be on my skin
but from what i test on my hand.. it is super light and it does not have that smooth kinda feel like other primer.
and it have SPF 30
that's the main reason why i need to have this

CATRICE DEFINING BLUSH BLUSHER
i got mine in shade THINK PINK
this blusher are not so pigmented which i love about it because i dont have a light hand to apply blusher especially
so.. i love this blusher ❤
hahahahahhaha
and i am considering to buy 2 more shades of this catrice blusher line
*tamakhalobaa

CATRICE EYELINER PEN
i have to admit that i am super regretting buying this eyeliner.
it have felt tip, and the color didn't come out well
dia sangat tak pekat..
and hujung tip dia tu macam dakwat tak sampai
you have to press hard on your hand only the ink will come out well
macam sakit hati beli eyeliner niii

MAYBELLINE COLOUR SENSATIONAL
i have told you guys before kan
this is my current go-to lipstick in shde summer sunset
it have warm mauve shade.
but i don't wear this all week long..i need to wear appropriate lip color which match my hijab or else i would look like an evil nanny.
well it cost for RM 22.90 in guardian and more expensive in watson.

SILKYGIRL MOISTURE RICH LIPSTICK
this is also a nutty shade lip color vut it is really oily when you apply it.
but that greasiness disappear as time goes by.
and this sold for RM17 IF Im NOT MISTAKEN


yang atas tu silkygirl in sensual..bawah tu summer sunset.

well for cathydoll sun primer. i will try it in a week and i will come back to share with you guys how good the primer is.

untill then


LOTSA LOVE
CIAO❤❤

Assalamualaikum duniaaaaa
*semangat ajl hikhik

okayy..kita nak share baked macaroni  version anis zuhayra yg rasa cheesy but not that cheesy

kira sehat laa baked macaroni kita nii
but you can always make it fattening by adding more cheese like cheddar or mozzarella

but here i only use cheese sauce and parmegiano regiano atau parmesan

INGREDIENT
 1 bawang besar potong dadu
3 @ 4 bawang putih cincang
sikit cauliflower or brocoli
1 carrot kecik
3 cendawan shiitake
2 hotdog
3 sudu kecik tomato paste
tomato sauce
chilli sauce
1 sudu kecik pizza mix spice or kalau takde guna oregano + rosemary
cheese sauce segera
parmesan cheese
1 1/2 cawan macaroni

2) tumis bawang sampai naik bau
3) masukkan semua sayur dgn bawang putih dgn hotdog
4) agak sayur tu semua dah masak..masukkan tomato paste dgn air sikit ( anis guna air rebus macaroni tu je td) sampai tomato paste tu tak berketul kayy
5) masukkan tomato sauce..chilli sauce..gula..garam..dgn pizza mix spice
6) bila semua dah sebati..masukkan macaroni yg dah masak..and kacau sampai rata
tadaaa
ok nak baked dah ni

nampak tak cheese sauce segera tuu
nak buat dr scratch guna susu + butter+ tepung+ cheese

tp leceh
so guna segera..just tambah air panas and kacau guna GARPU supaya x berketul

1) letak macaroni td dlm loyang or remekin or anything yg boleh masuk oven dgn saiz yg sesuai
2) tuang cheese sauce atas macaroni
3) kemudian tabur parmesan cheese
( takpun boleh guna cheddar cheese yg keping keping tuu or mozzarella or semua sekali )

tadaaaa!!
ok takde laa tada sangat

kemudian bakar for 10 minit in 150c . guna api atas je ok

or sampai cheese atas tu keperang perangan



nampak crumbly still boleh tarik2 taw


extras

to those yang tak jumpa kat mana nak cari cheese sauce segera..boleh buat manually. cuma masa tu anis lapar and nak jimat masa..tu beli paket segera je..senang :)

cheese sauce recipe

1 cup of milk
salt and pepper
4 sudu besar all purpose flour (tepung biasa tuu)
cheese (preferred American cheddar cheese)

campurkan suku cawan susu dengan 4 sudu tepung dalam saucepan..kacau guna whiskers yang jaring jaring bentuk belon tu and then kemudian panaskan atas api kecik pastu tambah susu yag selebihnya. bila dah mendidih baru letak cheese kacai sampai sos likat. tambah garam dan pepper secukup rasa je k. utk cheese terpulang kat korang nak cheesy macam mne. paling minimum guna 5 keping cheese or setengah cawan cheddar cheese yang dah diparut. nak lebih pun takde masalah okay?

Assalamualaikum beautiful people
how did you really make your beauty blender damp

well i found an interesting way to do it
i use little water spray like this

so tak payah susah hati pergi bilik air semata mata nak basahkan sponge
sembur je kat sponge tu
plus
anis tak guna air paip
guna air masak or mineral
sebab rasa lagi hygienic dr guna air paip
lagi kita nak guna utk make up kann

hehe


they are sisters ❤

for those yang x tahu kenapa nak guna beauty blender lembab
one of the reaaon is to make foundation or concealer more natural and avoid cakey face

thats all for today
tata
*saja letak gambar mintak penampo

Assalamualaikum
hey there lovely pipol

its my first time writing a post using a phone
so its kinda weird but..convenient

hek hek

nothing much actually
i just wanted to share my concern of my looks
i got deceived numerous time by my look
orang kata muka macam budak budak


so when i told them yang i am not in school anymore but.. i am on my last year of degree
some people even get shock knowing my real ages.

somehow im gonna look old too..i know
but when i am gonna make a big decision for myself like getting married ( for example)
people gonna start mumbering " ei muda lagi dah nak kahwin " -_-
letih laa kita macam ni


people who are same age with me are already pregnant
those who are younger already being called as mommy

why can't i have that kind of things tooo


dont include guys who thought of me like a sister and treat me like a kid
seriously
when i share my thoughts or review on things
they will be like "you are young..what do you know?"
damn..

and i really hate this statement
" kau muda .jauh lagi perjalanan kau"

being young doesn't mean you are limited in doing things
don't ever strained people from trying new things just because they are YOUNG
i love my young kid kinda look
but i hate people who deceived me from doing a lot of things

i am saying this..because i have my own voice
and i should speak it out
because i am so tired of being a kid when i am not

*( some scary notes..i am alone at home and i keep hearing doors open and close. fine in this part i am a 6 years old kid)

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